My New Wallpaper Is Going To Help Me Recover From Throne of Glass

(This post may have minor out-of-context spoilers for the Throne of Glass series)

I am tired and stressed because I exist. And also because I have a math test tomorrow and four other  assessments in addition to that. I know this isn't actually a lot in comparison to other times, but still. I am tired and slightly unhinged at the moment. So, naturally, I am procrastinating. In my defense, I have already done a lot of study for the math exam. I have also started 3/4 of my other hand-in assessments (all due this month) which is good for me. Usually I start them in the week they are due. Yep. I am (or hopefully, was) one of those people.

Anyway. I have had the default Microsoft background since February. Which isn't actually that long, but it feels weird just staring at some random hills. Like, I don't even know what the default background is meant to be.

So I decided to create a background. Yay. Oh my gosh I'm so tired. Anyway.

There's some great fanart out there, especially for Sarah J Maas' book series Throne of Glass, which I finished recently. I still haven't recovered. I think it's only just hit me that it's over. And the fandom (memes, fanart, quotes etc.) has not helped me to recover either. When people say that social media isn't the best for your mental health, I don't think they're referring to looking at Throne of Glass memes on Pinterest and being unable to let go, but still. 

I don't know where this post is going. I think there might be a dead body in my across-the-road-neighbours' front yard. Actually no I think it's a tennis racket or something.

Anyway, long story short, I made a Throne of Glass wallpaper so I can try to recover from the series. I have actually just realised that it will probably have the opposite effect. Ohhh well, at least it's better than the default background.

The artwork was all done by @mellendraws, who is an artist on Instagram? I think? Anyway. @mellendraws has a cool art style and draws a lot of characters from other series/books too. So that's cool. Um here's the background. It kinda looks bad and I'm not looking forward to all the questions I will get about it. But whatever. Maybe I'll find a better one soon. As you can tell, I am still not over Sam. And I still really like the Chaol-Dorian-Celaena friendship. 

This post is mainly here because I was procrastinating. But now I have nothing else to write so I can't procrastinate for much longer. Oh no. Also I just realised that I forgot the Aedion-Lysandra illustration. Oh well I don't really care anymore. About anything. Plus Aedion kinda looked weird in it anyway. And, yeah, I know, there's no Rowan-Aelin drawing either. I found one but I suspected that people at school would call it not-PG. So yeah. I might change it sooner rather than later based on the reactions it gets. Mainly because of the left column. Honestly I'm strongly considering changing it, like, today. 

Anyway. I still don't know why this post exists. I'm listening to The Cure in hope that the music will cure me from... I dunno. They have good music. 👍

OK TIME TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE GOODBYE SEND YOUR PRAYERS TO ME EVEN THOUGH I AM ATHIEST SEND YOUR PRAYERS TO THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF THE WORLD OF THRONE OF GLASS. ;)