Okay so I spontaneously wrote a poem yesterday. It's like 12:30am on a school night so I am going to regret being up this late but whatever. I had to write an emotional support poem but then I posted it and thought, "oh no what if someone randomly sees the poem and I didn't write an essay on it?!" so here I am.
The first thing I would like to say about the poem is that, no, I didn't suddenly realise I am actually an allo. Calm down I'm still a special kid.
As you may have picked up from the title of the poem, it is not a love poem. I may be a sad kid who writes cheesy poetry, but not on that level. (Hm in a way it kinda is though. 🤔)
I used a lot of "you" pronouns in the poem though. Yeah, it's about someone. Ooooh. But am I gonna tell you who? No! I don't want randos in the mysterious country of "Other" finding out everything about my personal life. Also if I did say who it was about it would be cringey and confusing. And if I told you why I wrote it, you would probably be horrified -- which would probably outweigh the cheesiness of it. But if you are by any chance a detective or just a person who knows a lot of random stuff you could probably figure out who it's about. There are clues everywhere (which probably only make sense to me).
Anyway, I would like to give credit to Universe City for providing me with the title/repeated line in i am not in love with you.
Another influence on the poem was I Know It's Over by The Smiths -- one of my favourite songs of all time. I Know It's Over kinda puts two of the biggest parts of my identity into one (extremely heartbreaking) song. I guess my poem is kinda about one of those parts of my identity? Who knows.
So yep. This was not really a long rant but the summary is that the poem is super cringey and terrible but I had to write it for emotional support. I don't know why I posted it on the internet though. I guess it's just because why not.
If you are the one who this poem's about, and you read the poem, then oh my goodness afjkigbfzfseibg. I will be absolutely freaked out if you read it.
Also I didn't draw my exrp graphs and they're due today help. Also it's 1:30am and I have to get up off my creaky bed and put my laptop on charge wish me luck.
Okay. Goodbye and have a good day, week, month and year. May Mary and her twin sister bless you.
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