Covid Update!/1am Thoughts #15

As you can see, this is another "1am Thoughts" thing. However, it is not, indeed, 1am, but rather 5am. I've set a new record for myself -- I stayed up until 6am last night and I'm still going strong tonight woooo! I feel so rebellious, like how rebellious I felt that one time when I stayed out at my friend's house until 1am (I mean I was kinda sleeping on her bed for a while) for her accidentally prolonged birthday party (noooo not one of those parties, there were two other people there, it was very awkward but they were nice).

So I am a bit sleep deprived. Also, I have been in my room for two or three days straight (gay) with the blinds down and dim light, and all the days (I don't know how many) have all kinda blurred into one! I feel like I'm on my way to becoming one of those stereotypical vampires (not you, Baz, my darling) but instead of blood... chocolate. The only things I've had to eat today are pasta and chocolate. I'm not complaining. I always knew I was a vampire! I don't drink blood though; if I did it would probably be ironic since I feel like I'm about to cough up blood.

Yeah so I kinda have a cough, which is why I can't sleep. Is it just me, or do coughs get worse when you're lying down? I dunno. For someone who's had very few hours of sleep in the past couple of days, I feel strangely energised. I also feel like I'm going to start doing something ridiculous, like start declaring my adoration for fictional characters in Haitian Creole or something. 

I am literally just writing this post to entertain myself. So I'm just going to randomly talk about random stuff, since I'm like high on lack of sleep or something. Wait, that's so confusing, can you be high on the absence of something?

Imaginary blog readers, occasionally I take breathing for granted. I'm actually pretty sure that I appreciate normal breathing more than most people because of reasons, but wowww. They don't call Covid a respiratory disease for nothing. I think I pulled a muscle in my back from coughing so much. Like literally. It hurts. 

Ok. So. Here's a random story. In year seven, I was in my phase of being obsessed with 80s music. Sure, yes, I still am, but at this time it was the classic 80s songs. So Kate Bush came up, and I was like "oh cool I like her and she was a part of my childhood". One of the fondest memories I have from primary school was being at my best friend's house and watching/dancing and singing to the Wuthering Heights video together. If you haven't seen it, by the way, go watch it now. now. now. It's more iconic than my blog will ever be. Anyway, so I basically named a bush at school "Kate". In year seven. If you want me to introduce you to her, I'd be honoured to. Now Kate Bush is super popular again because of Stranger Things, so yay? I made a fool of myself just after the Stranger Things season thing released, because someone was playing Running Up That Hill so I tried to have a very enthusiastic conversation with the supposed Kate Bush fan... and I think the person was just confused. And concerned. But I didn't know that it was a thing, coz I'm just too cool to watch Stranger Things, I guess.

It's officially 6:05am. Oh no, my parents will be waking up soon. I'd better pretend to be asleep soon.

Haha honestly this is not how I'd imagined my holidays to go. Oh yeah! My supposed blog readers who live in the mysterious land of "Other" would not know that I'm on school holidays for three weeks. Yay? (Wow I just realised that I don't think I've ever said "yay" in a non sarcastic way ever.) Guess what, I actually had plans for these holidays. Like, to hang out with people like an extrovert cool kid. You imaginary blog readers should be proud. But, alas, that will most likely not be happening. See, I never plan stuff outside of school with people because they always either end up cancelling, running extremely late, making me feel uncomfortable... or, you know, something bad happens like someone gets sick. WOOOO. Life of an anxious introvert who nobody likes! I literally just did a little dance there. Also good luck to whoever has to convince me to leave the house again after my body recovers from this. 

Help my parents just got up ok bye I have to pretend to be asleep goodbye.